If you guys hadn't noticed I’ve been procrastinating posting a picture of my ankle. To be honest I’ve been struggle the past week or so. This is a very hard situation for me because I had just started to get use to controlling and managing my leg when I finally decided to get this surgery and now I feel like everything is new, and I’m not exactly sure how to handle it all. My ankle is far from pretty. I think the best way to describe it is.. interesting. I know that I would have really appreciated pictures of what it would look like so I would have been better prepared to handle it. That is why I feel like I need to share this even though it does put me outside my comfort zone. ... but then again maybe it’s better they didn't show me pictures because I don’t know if I would have went through with it if I had seen them.
It's only been a month and 3 weeks since my surgery so I haven’t seen much difference in my leg yet. It has been getting to me quite a bit because I’m not a very patient person, and I love my family and friends but it’s hard to go to them for comfort in this situation. With that being said I would just like to say how thankful I am for my parents for being my rock through all of this. Through all my doubts and bad days they are always there to listen and reassure me that there is still a lot of time to see improvements and changes and to tell me if there is any time in my life that I need to think positive it’s now. My goal for this next week is to be more positive and not worry so much that I’m not see big changes yet! Wish me luck. Comments are closed.
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AuthorHi, my name is Sydney, and I have Primary Lymphedema. I created this blog to share my journey, and I hope that by sharing my story I can help those who are on a similar path. Archives
April 2017
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